30 days now

hi marza,
30 days today and we so miss you everyday,every minute you are not here.
Kids are all right, Mary just got back tonight from her stay up in Ariel with
a friend, and it was a MAN, he is a ranger for the parks. Very nice man and you might know him, Tom. She had a good time and he even called her when he returned home.

Its nice to see her happy wish I could be so happy in that kind a way. But that will come. Virgil and I did a roof over the weekend so you can say we were up just a bit closer to you than most. Did you see us try to be roofer's? Yes we pulled it off and everyone was happy.

And then there's Gail what can you say when you can hear her way up there. So you already know. I told her that I don't believe for one minute that it has hit any of your children yet the way its going to hurt later. It could'nt. I know for myself the you are my power and pain.

Power being that you give me the strength to cope with all I have going on and the pain that I feel is a good loving pain. I know that when it is all said and done the four of us will get it done. Damn we would look like fools if we didn't. When one little lady like yourself did it for all four of us by yourself for us.

Anyway we miss you and I slept in your spot in your bed I knew you didn't mind cuz you let me sleep from 9:00 at night till after 12 in the noon hour. I needed that. I cried myself to sleep that night and I don't think I moved very much, thanks

we love and miss you
let everyone know that we said hey
and I know soon will all be together
I look forward to it and always like writing you

love ya ricci